I'll vent. Might be the longest post every. :)
2/10/2012 is 4 weeks post craniotomy.
Still sitting around the house due to the blizzard and cold weather.
Left side is still pretty numb, left knee and below is really numb, pins and needles in foot and toes. Not sure if it will come back or not, everyone is hopeful, but not positive that it will. I'll survive if not.
Vision is still pretty messed up, makes it difficult to do much. Still learning my new left peripheral vision loss. Haven't hurt myself or anything else yet, but still frustrating. Poor kitties might learn to stay to the right of me.
Waiting for my hair to grow back out, wearing a hat all the time so people don't think I'm a nut case.
Wife started a new job right after my surgery, it's not going to last long it sounds, she's looking again already for something else. She's also had to take unpaid leave for some of my appointments since I cannot drive.
I've got 6 weeks planned on FMLA and really don't want to take the couple extra weeks I have because I'll need those hours for future appointments I'm sure through 2012. I don't want to use any of my Vacation time, I've used most of it anyway prior to surgery for everything leading up to it.
Friday (tomorrow) I find out how bad my vision is and go from there. Starting to get bored around the house, all alone during the day, nobody to talk to, nothing but crappy tv to watch and no movies I'd want to watch without my wife or kids. Internet is not much better, eyes eventually go nutty after trying to read the screens.
Tired of relying on my wife or other family to get me to doctors appts. Rode the bus last week to work just to figure out how it works and visit with my co-workers and friends. I don't miss the work, but I do my friends.
I'm very active and handy, plenty to do around the house, but cannot do to vision issues.
6 weeks off and can hardly do anything but eat and get fat. Very unproductive feeling.
Work is piling up, others cannot keep up the way I did on the job. Will take me forever and a day to get everything running smoothly again. (computer nerd for 100's of people)
I was a couple minutes late getting to my MRI appointment, I'm always way early for such things, but yesterday didn't work out with the wife and her new job.
Doesn't appear it mattered to the radiology department, they were running late too.
Took Three people Four tries to get a IV in me. One guy wasn't even wearing gloves, I should have punched him or something. When I asked about it, "My hands are clean" yeah right mister. Doesn't look like I'm getting any infections from it, lucky him. (5 years taekwondo, I can still kick with my numb left side!) I won't feel it.
Was over an hour late for the doctors appointment after radiology got done with making me a pin cushion.
Didn't get lunch because of radiology. My wife did find some soda's and chips for us when I got out.
On a positive note:
My MRI from yesterday was good, looks much better than before surgery, little to no Necrosis showing, my head doesn't feel like it's going to explode anymore. No more pain pills.
I'm off Keppra!
Hopefully some sunshine and new glasses will help my mood, tomorrow we'll see. (no pun intended)