Were?

I´m so tired of people not uderstanding. Why should I ask for help when it always turns against me. It´s them I should feel sorry for.

It´s the medication that makes that I can´t talk but hey I should say that I´m sorry.

I really don´t wanna have it like this anymore, and I don´t know how to push through this. I know I have to be strong but somtimes you need others to help you through tough times. Wath do you do when no one seems to be there. Were do you get youre strengt?