Sclerotherapy date approaching

I’m not sure if anyone here would remember me. I’ve been through so much to get to this point yet I’m nobody compared to most here.
I first discovered my problem during a pregnancy that I lost mid-term. That in and of itself nearly destroyed me.
How can a person live 38 years in this planet and not know they have this condito

Oops my phone is flipping out. Let me try again…

I almost had surgery until a more experienced surgeon whom I consulted with at the last second told me to go for sclerotherapy instead. Many appointments later I am scheduled for bleomycin on Monday June 9 with Dr. Rafael Ortiz. He says I have a venous malformation (surgeon had said it is lymphatic). I’m a mess. I want to live a long, healthy life for my children. I adore them and I’m petrified of becoming disfigured and looking different to them. The emotional roller coaster has been tortute. Absolute torture. I am begging G’d for forgiveness and mercy. I want to be a better person and I want to come out on top. I know anyone who is reading this likely doesn’t know me but PLEASE pray for me and I will for you as well.