Love in all the wrong places

Many of you may or may not agree with me. But when I found out I had a AVM it changed my life up side down. I feel all my freedom and love has left me. When my ex left me because on in pains ( headaches ) she left me. Since then I been trying to find a soul mate because I hate being alone and I want to be a family man. It's not like I can jump into a car and look for woman to date. I joined two online dating sites and when I tell them about being on disability and I lost 75% of my eye sight in both eyes, it's a turn off and they stop talking. Just like what my ex did. I have a funny feeling I will old and still be single. I all I want is unconditional Love. Sleepless in Dubuque, Iowa