I had my Gamma Knife Procedure done on Thursday, all went well as far as I can tell but then again I had NO symptoms prior to my fall. I say no symptoms, they were there just never knew any different, they were my way of life. It apppears I had some sort of melt down during the procedure and the docs had never wittnessed anything like it so back to the room and medication for me. After that all went as planned. I arrived home to flowers and food and cards and gifts. So many people who showed they cared. Problem now lies within the expectations of those closests to me, those who did none of those things. Their lives went on as though "Mommy" had been off to see a friend for a couple of days nad now she is back and so is life. I am not ready for that. I am not ready to be strong yet. I am not ready to forget what I have been through. I am not ready.
My Doctor and I had a nice talk about this site and some other things I have come across in my journey, he is excited! He has always wanted to start an Awareness Group and needs somone to be a spokesperson and his "poster child"! It will be Me! I meet with him within the month and details will be discussed then. I have a new journey.