So. Yesterday I had my first consultation with the hospital team. It has left me confused and worried. I have a choice - leave my AVM and risk a bleed or have gamma knife treatment. I am oscillating between the two at present. Leaving as is runs the risk of a catastrophic bleed at 1 to 2 percent a year that goes by or take a chance with the radiation knowing that that may not work. What to do? I have no idea. An unexplored bomb that may not explode or try to defuse it and possibly cause it to explode. Hobson’s choice. Hope all are well.