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4 days

to takeoff. Had a rather good day. My neighbour has gone home… finally!! Thought I was going to go mad and thro her out. Now I have a new neigbour, a sweet little lady that dosen´t say mutch. Had another attack and bouth my arm end leg shaked. My father who was here asked me why I was so calm… But I don´t have any tears left. Every day is a struggle to stay alive and fight my self trough this. I just can´t give up and cry any more. Now to the Great news!! tomorrow My family and my best friends family is coming to see me. I don´t think I can be happier.This is what i really wanted befor my trip to Germany! I´m going to sleep now so tomorrow comes sooner. Over and out/ God natt. Kan inte bli imorgon snabbt nog!!

Kjenner igjen snorkete naboer…

Så hyggelig at du får besøk av familie og bestevenn før du reiser:)
Denne avm reisen en en reise alene på mange måter føler jeg, der hverken familie, venner eller leger virkelig forstår hva vi opplever på turen.
Gråt om det hjelper, men jeg vet hva du mener, dette overlevelses instinktet der det ikke lengere er plass for tårer…
Tenker mye på hvordan du har det og vil følge deg på din vei.
Klem Hanne xxx