2nd opinion program

I feel like I am starting to obsess about this stuff now. When I first found out that I had one I was almost relieved? Is that the right word? I knew something was wrong with me and to finally have something I could say, "this is what is wrong, no we can fix it". I just want it gone now. Feel like my nerves are getting the better of me. Feel like I can't function at work like I use too. Driving me crazy!