Next Monday I am going to my follow up appointment. The staff at KU Med will determine how and if they can treat my ruptured vein.
When I was at the hospital they mentioned that their first choice would be giving me a gamma knife treatment. Which I knew little about until today. I woke up at 6:30am and started researching general information about it. Unfortunately, I found pictures of a patient receiving the treatment and discovered that they drill the brace into your skull with four screws.
While I have been very calm and optimistic about everything that has occurred since December 30th this is the point where I start getting nervous. The idea of being awake, heavily sedated and having them drill a brace into my skull is more than off-putting.
This whole experience has just been bizarre. Going from occasionally taking TUMS to pain medication and a plethora of others is just surreal to a certain degree. Furthermore -- being a planner -- I hate that I am not sure what I'll be able to do and not do after my surgery.
For instance, if I were unable to fly after the procedure I'll have to completely re-plan my future from my university degree to where I intend to live.
This is a jumbled post at best, but this is the first time I've really felt unsure or felt the weight of how much my AVM could affect my life. So I thought I would just share my current thoughts here.
Best,
Dakota
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Dakota--how did your appointment go?
Comment by SlowLights on February 9, 2013 at 9:51pm Thanks for your comment A. Collins. I am so glad to hear that flying may be a reality for me. I'm really looking forward to my follow up just to know more about my situation.
Thanks for everything : )
Dakota--I've had 3 Gamma Knife treatments for my AVM & a craniotomy for my ansurysms.
They don't actually drill into your head for the GK. They do use a torque wrench (which you can't really see at the time) & they kind of screw the pins in--they go through the skin & just to the skull. Prior to that, they'll inject lidocaine into the pin sites to deaden the areas. The lidocaine shots actually hurt worse than the pins going in.
And believe me--GK is WAY easier & less painful than a crani! Since the first 2 GKs & the crani, I have flown 3 times--no big deal. I live outside of Houston, and I've flown to California, New Orleans, and Puerto Rico in the past year. Really, the only thing I haven't been able to do is SCUBA. And I used the AVM & annies as a good excuse to decline to participate in the staff vs. student dodgeball game at the high school where I teach.
Comment by SlowLights on February 9, 2013 at 4:52pm I hope you are getting better care than I did at KU Med. Neurosurgeon never returns calls and then sends me to other doctors for treatment without talking to them or sending records before hand. The only positive has been the great nurses who are patient and will take their time to talk to me.
Good luck to you. Believe me the screws in the head are really not that big of a deal compared to all the other things. Don't sweat the small stuff. Just imagine how much better you will feel after the treatment is all over.
As for the radiation it is out patient and your life should return to normal. If you see Dr. Wang he will explain everything and take his time to answer all questions. His staff is also awesome. I have called his office a couple of times for questions even though I am going elsewhere for treatment. He personally calls me back.
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