Hi AVM family! It has been a while since I have posted. It has been 2 years and 5 months since my Gamma Knife treatment. Things aren't always easy but I know the AVM is changing because so is my vision. My AVM sits in my right occipital lobe. I have a constant spot in my vision with the occasional loss of my left field of vision, which returns after 15-20 minutes. This has become a more frequent occurrence. They aren't sure what is causing these visual disturbances, my Neurosurgeon has some theories. I am going in for an MRI tomorrow. I made the decision to give it over to God. I prayed that sometimes this burden is too heavy to carry and that I needed help. I always try to be strong and show a brave face especially to friends and family, but I'm ready for God to take over and carry the weight. I finally feel like I left it in God's hands, which feels great. I pray for the healing of you all in this community. I hope you all find strength of spirit in the moments you need it most. Although I have never met any of you, I feel a special bond here and I am so thankful for that. God bless all of you!